ALLOCUTION THEY WOULD NEVER GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO READ PRETENDING I MUST BE INSTITUTIONALIZED WHERE I WOULDN'T NECESSARILY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO COMMUNICATE BACK... UNLESS I COMPLIED THEN THEY PRETENDED I'M 'NORMAL' AND PRETENDED TO SUPPORT ME WHICH WAS A GASLIGHT AT LEAST AS LARGE AS THE DENTS IN MY SKULL FROM MY DISABILIITES. THEY ERASE DISTRAUGHT EFFORTS TO SPEED PROGRESS UP AND CONDUCT BUSINESS AS USUAL WHILST BLAMING ALL SOCIETY'S FLAWS ON DISABILITIES THAT ARE ONLY ACKNOWLEDGED FOR THE PURPOSE OF DISTRACTING FROM INSTITUTIONALIZED INEQUITIES MANAGED FROM THE NONDISABLED IDENTITIES WHICH ARE ALWAYS GRANTED LEGAL COMPETENCE NO MATTER WHAT THE NONDISABLED ARE ACTUALLY DOING TO ANY VULNERABLE WARDS, INCLUSIVE OF CHILDREN. ONLY PROBLEM IN THAT FOR THEM... NO MATTER WHAT I DO I AM NOT ONE OF THEM... THREATEN THEY CAN... CAN'T TAKE MY IDENTITY AWAY. IF EVERYONE WAS UPSET ENOUGH WHEN THEY SHOULD BE... WE WOULDN'T HAVE THE KIDS LOCKED UP.
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JULY 3 2018 COURT TRANSCRIPT
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SEPTEMBER 13 2018 COURT TRANSCRIPT
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Letter promised by my attorney
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My attempt to avoid any unwanted intervention
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I am still trying and it is worth it. I don't care how many people do not want to be involved in my strangeness... I see through you.
To the rest, large or small thank you for the help. It could have ended worse then... but my struggle is far from over.
THIS HAS BEEN CENSORED... IT IS NOT FAKE NEWS... IN FACT, IT IS MOSTLY EITHER OFFICIAL DOCUMENTS ISSUED BY THE GOVERNMENT OR ELSE SINCE MY PAST ATTORNEY LATER WORKED IN THE PUBLIC DEFENDER'S OFFICE IT IS STATEMENT BY A LATER PUBLIC OFFICIAL.
THAT IS WHY IT IS FINALLY BEING PUBLISHED HERE.
IT IS ALSO WHY I HAD TO BE VERY CAREFUL HOW I WENT ABOUT MY CURRENT ACTIVISM, IF I WANTED TO HELP THINGS AT ALL.
Alert for Dawn Dzibua
7-18-2023
To whom it may concern at Missouri Department of Mental Health:
I am writing in support of Dawn Dziuba who is academically qualified to seek the restoral of her legal status and has reported that the Missouri Department of Mental Health along with the limited public administrators that were assigned to her have been actively seeking to intimidate and hinder her qualified pursuit of legal remedies.
Once women in the United States… even those who had likewise passed their bar exams were forbidden to practice law under the concept of a legal disability by gender. Such was the case with Belva Lockwood who eventually became a Supreme Court lawyer after pushing for legislation to partially remove such disabilities of women that the government erroneously claimed were in existence.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/501359/9-facts-about-pioneering-lawyer-and-activist-belva-lockwood
Ms. Dziuba presents as articulate and quite knowledgeable to those who have heard her speak… I believe you have been on the wrong side of history and as time progresses it will be undeniable that everyone human has freewill.
I comprehend this as someone with undeniable mental damage well recorded that was nevertheless coerced into accepting community service by threat of competence detainment UNLESS I stopped insisting upon going to jail to highlight the injustice of I.C.E.’s detainment of migrant children. A history of disability does not impact freewill but neither will a right frontal craniotomy vanish and make me neurotypical just at the whims of a judge. No more than could Ms. Lockwood’s birth gender have changed merely because she had won some victory for the Cherokee Nation in the Supreme Court of the United States of America.
https://www.peoplenotcattle.com/25-court-ice-weird-encounters-with-thought-police.html
I wanted to serve time to support detained children, to as an adult dramatize unprotected children, the Connecticut Judiciary used medical differences as pretext to censor my voice as a citizen and make believe what in politics was reasonable for me to pursue. My prepared allocution misinformed by my lawyer’s insistence I would get the 18 months that I had still been willing to serve for my cause… most likely reduced… I had later published but would never be read to the court because the court surprised my attorney despite my clearly being present as a political activist the court denied me jail with threat to consider instead medical detainment IF I did not acquiesce… if they had done this to the Silent Sentinels
https://www.amightygirl.com/blog?p=16987
or the Reverend Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. to ‘divert’ their days spent in jail… would history ever be the same? Those kids remain treated horribly… this inequity of detaining incompetence wasn’t resolved by a judicial system that medically censors US. citizens. https://www.latimes.com/politics/story/2023-06-28/border-diarrhea-children-overcrowded
Recently, other issues of medical detainment and censorship by politicization of medical dissent has brought your attorney general into a suit against POTUS on behalf of all Missouri. It behooves you and Connecticut frankly to be above censoring in same or worse ways as bureaucrats yourselves… that POTUS stands accused of. Like women of yesteryear let the lawyer argue her case.
https://www.ago.mo.gov/home/news/2023/07/05/missouri-attorney-general-andrew-bailey-obtains-court-order-blocking-the-biden-administration-from-violating-first-amendment
It is indeed most reasonable, rather insightful, for anyone pursuing the practice of law or at least the study of one’s own rights to seek to reject the meanwhile intoxicating influence of drugs inclusive of prescription drugs that may disable concentration. https://www.abilify.com/
I no longer take such medication.
It’s reasonable to demand email and internet and library access. As persistent as freewill is, this moral injury suffered by your inmate will not heal, not resolve, merely at your whim to drug or will it to disappear… because the trauma of being denied one’s accountability/defense and thereby one’s own political voice via the artifice of the state that your voice be null… is a great wrong to do any person who is right or wrong… in this legal belief the State is as wrong as was the legal belief upheld so long that a woman’s accountability was disabled before the law and that her morality was the purview of her husband or father and thus she as well or better protected. Some women historically were happily murdering their children or slaves or even police on duty
https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/501359/9-facts-about-pioneering-lawyer-and-activist-belva-lockwood
under this legal artifice of legal status and holding their husbands accountable… others were suffering extreme beatings by partners they could not legally divorce. The mere satisfaction of some with injustice does not then justice make. Nor would convention mean justice.
Please consider the harm you do to Ms. Dziuba and to others as a class by intentionally using law as a weapon to disable the recognition of a person’s competence to interrogate the rule of law who has passed a bar exam. Moreover, denying to any a voice reflects poorly upon the idea of free government at general and casts doubts upon the equity of the courts.
As pandemics ensue and more and more persons enter often exploited disabled communities othered by the State, I firmly believe that State coverture over grownups with disabilities must end, and better legal rights become afforded meanwhile by the government to noncitizen actual children. It does not do to assign one to enjoy extra legal voice and status ‘man of the house’ at the expense of robbing another adult of the legal recognition before her government.
I fully support the effort of insanity defense acquitted persons to seek trial, seek amends/justice, be heard and seen as whomever they are in a court of peers rather than persist under the legal fiction that their voices don’t exist. If the state refuses an inmate to make defense… it misapplies legal justification for the state to hold a person for law that will never pass down, if a patient be thought incurable, their detainment for ‘medical’ would be a sick injustice. At Mindfreedom International Ms. Dziuba’s desire to regain her voice has been heard loud and clear.
Sincerely,
April Fawn Scheller
Neurodivergent activist and disenfranchised American Citizen.
To whom it may concern at Missouri Department of Mental Health:
I am writing in support of Dawn Dziuba who is academically qualified to seek the restoral of her legal status and has reported that the Missouri Department of Mental Health along with the limited public administrators that were assigned to her have been actively seeking to intimidate and hinder her qualified pursuit of legal remedies.
Once women in the United States… even those who had likewise passed their bar exams were forbidden to practice law under the concept of a legal disability by gender. Such was the case with Belva Lockwood who eventually became a Supreme Court lawyer after pushing for legislation to partially remove such disabilities of women that the government erroneously claimed were in existence.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/501359/9-facts-about-pioneering-lawyer-and-activist-belva-lockwood
Ms. Dziuba presents as articulate and quite knowledgeable to those who have heard her speak… I believe you have been on the wrong side of history and as time progresses it will be undeniable that everyone human has freewill.
I comprehend this as someone with undeniable mental damage well recorded that was nevertheless coerced into accepting community service by threat of competence detainment UNLESS I stopped insisting upon going to jail to highlight the injustice of I.C.E.’s detainment of migrant children. A history of disability does not impact freewill but neither will a right frontal craniotomy vanish and make me neurotypical just at the whims of a judge. No more than could Ms. Lockwood’s birth gender have changed merely because she had won some victory for the Cherokee Nation in the Supreme Court of the United States of America.
https://www.peoplenotcattle.com/25-court-ice-weird-encounters-with-thought-police.html
I wanted to serve time to support detained children, to as an adult dramatize unprotected children, the Connecticut Judiciary used medical differences as pretext to censor my voice as a citizen and make believe what in politics was reasonable for me to pursue. My prepared allocution misinformed by my lawyer’s insistence I would get the 18 months that I had still been willing to serve for my cause… most likely reduced… I had later published but would never be read to the court because the court surprised my attorney despite my clearly being present as a political activist the court denied me jail with threat to consider instead medical detainment IF I did not acquiesce… if they had done this to the Silent Sentinels
https://www.amightygirl.com/blog?p=16987
or the Reverend Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. to ‘divert’ their days spent in jail… would history ever be the same? Those kids remain treated horribly… this inequity of detaining incompetence wasn’t resolved by a judicial system that medically censors US. citizens. https://www.latimes.com/politics/story/2023-06-28/border-diarrhea-children-overcrowded
Recently, other issues of medical detainment and censorship by politicization of medical dissent has brought your attorney general into a suit against POTUS on behalf of all Missouri. It behooves you and Connecticut frankly to be above censoring in same or worse ways as bureaucrats yourselves… that POTUS stands accused of. Like women of yesteryear let the lawyer argue her case.
https://www.ago.mo.gov/home/news/2023/07/05/missouri-attorney-general-andrew-bailey-obtains-court-order-blocking-the-biden-administration-from-violating-first-amendment
It is indeed most reasonable, rather insightful, for anyone pursuing the practice of law or at least the study of one’s own rights to seek to reject the meanwhile intoxicating influence of drugs inclusive of prescription drugs that may disable concentration. https://www.abilify.com/
I no longer take such medication.
It’s reasonable to demand email and internet and library access. As persistent as freewill is, this moral injury suffered by your inmate will not heal, not resolve, merely at your whim to drug or will it to disappear… because the trauma of being denied one’s accountability/defense and thereby one’s own political voice via the artifice of the state that your voice be null… is a great wrong to do any person who is right or wrong… in this legal belief the State is as wrong as was the legal belief upheld so long that a woman’s accountability was disabled before the law and that her morality was the purview of her husband or father and thus she as well or better protected. Some women historically were happily murdering their children or slaves or even police on duty
https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/501359/9-facts-about-pioneering-lawyer-and-activist-belva-lockwood
under this legal artifice of legal status and holding their husbands accountable… others were suffering extreme beatings by partners they could not legally divorce. The mere satisfaction of some with injustice does not then justice make. Nor would convention mean justice.
Please consider the harm you do to Ms. Dziuba and to others as a class by intentionally using law as a weapon to disable the recognition of a person’s competence to interrogate the rule of law who has passed a bar exam. Moreover, denying to any a voice reflects poorly upon the idea of free government at general and casts doubts upon the equity of the courts.
As pandemics ensue and more and more persons enter often exploited disabled communities othered by the State, I firmly believe that State coverture over grownups with disabilities must end, and better legal rights become afforded meanwhile by the government to noncitizen actual children. It does not do to assign one to enjoy extra legal voice and status ‘man of the house’ at the expense of robbing another adult of the legal recognition before her government.
I fully support the effort of insanity defense acquitted persons to seek trial, seek amends/justice, be heard and seen as whomever they are in a court of peers rather than persist under the legal fiction that their voices don’t exist. If the state refuses an inmate to make defense… it misapplies legal justification for the state to hold a person for law that will never pass down, if a patient be thought incurable, their detainment for ‘medical’ would be a sick injustice. At Mindfreedom International Ms. Dziuba’s desire to regain her voice has been heard loud and clear.
Sincerely,
April Fawn Scheller
Neurodivergent activist and disenfranchised American Citizen.