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Thanks all and am still struggling toward my goal…
I am still working on improving myself as a person nor would I have all the answers even if I was always good to live around... but I do believe some things are relevant to my point of view here... first I've already seen the best of so many people’s outstanding intentions exploited during this pandemic... but that [PERFECTION] is not a real excuse to stop reaching out to strangers... second... sometimes I feel very alone... other times I feel surrounded by friends... the trouble is these mood swings in me others bear because I am trying to help more than myself so the care around me really just doesn't reach that far. I hope the appreciation is also felt, that I appreciate it’s painful to even know me if you believe my activist body on the line enters into the choices I made to deprioritize many of my needs and live street-side awhile to make a worthy point difficult to ignore.
I know it will take a lot of assistance before I do reach the goal of getting greedy pharma to have to respect lives around the world regardless of divergent needs, wealth, or consumer’s opinions about greedy pharma. Some persons have been so afraid to fail I think that it surprised me who didn't involve at times... but I am more afraid of the idea that we as consumers stop without struggling, that we give up fighting for each other... what you and I have witnessed as humans was a widespread perspective that told us via media and deeds to place and keep placing various priorities on lives based upon where or if they 'belonged' among the survivors to cure... that is a change in how to perceive a contagious pathogen that could undo the sliver of world harmony as we've previously been aware of that sliver. It's more important really than anyone's personal health decision... frankly. America’s focus has been deliberately skewed by those who really don’t give a damn anymore.
Even should I fail... I simply cannot afford not to put my heart into such a problem as this because it affects us all if we’ve the answer or not. I'm very glad of it being less lonesome since I left my house... I can only hope I never have to go through such long days of feeling helpless as that again… I could have tried to advocate for the rights of strangers around the world without trying to get anyone out there to help too... but just calling attention to me going without would never have any solid impact... the reason I have given this effort so much attention is because of its scalable communal potential regardless of class... I already knew when I begun this decision as I have each and every time that I've clung to it... that expressing regard for each other instead of picking sacrifice zones was already worth whatever might happen should I fail to make a dent in the rampant devaluation I was told would save me. Am I supposed to have believed in my luck at the dire cost of other’s lives… would never touch, impact, or affect me… even had the vaccine no side effect other than social?
People who come forward to help me may not be able to help me reach that far either... but they all risk being censored or judged unworthy of caring by those who sat the problems of vaccination out in the bleachers. Be aware this really isn't all the people who've tried to encourage me... there have been many who have superficially helped and some few that help as much as they can while not risking censorship and propaganda meant to divide the country leveraged at them by those who seek to judge and divide people by how we practice own self-care. Again not everyone pays attention to or endorses all my own opinions and vice versa... that's not necessary... to treat a stranger like a human being. If I've forgotten someone or neglected anyone who actually wants a mention... you can use the contact form.
Lastly there were many efforts (and not all by fakers) the world over to make a difference for choice and access besides mine… wouldn’t have made it that far if other ‘failures’ hadn’t some impact whether or not it plugged into my own privileged struggle. I firmly believe that sooner or later something has to budge… you just can’t exploit the whole damn world without really stirring it up. I see most activists recalculating Big Pharma… I think most people expected it to be actually reasonable.
Airhugs from me...
I am still working on improving myself as a person nor would I have all the answers even if I was always good to live around... but I do believe some things are relevant to my point of view here... first I've already seen the best of so many people’s outstanding intentions exploited during this pandemic... but that [PERFECTION] is not a real excuse to stop reaching out to strangers... second... sometimes I feel very alone... other times I feel surrounded by friends... the trouble is these mood swings in me others bear because I am trying to help more than myself so the care around me really just doesn't reach that far. I hope the appreciation is also felt, that I appreciate it’s painful to even know me if you believe my activist body on the line enters into the choices I made to deprioritize many of my needs and live street-side awhile to make a worthy point difficult to ignore.
I know it will take a lot of assistance before I do reach the goal of getting greedy pharma to have to respect lives around the world regardless of divergent needs, wealth, or consumer’s opinions about greedy pharma. Some persons have been so afraid to fail I think that it surprised me who didn't involve at times... but I am more afraid of the idea that we as consumers stop without struggling, that we give up fighting for each other... what you and I have witnessed as humans was a widespread perspective that told us via media and deeds to place and keep placing various priorities on lives based upon where or if they 'belonged' among the survivors to cure... that is a change in how to perceive a contagious pathogen that could undo the sliver of world harmony as we've previously been aware of that sliver. It's more important really than anyone's personal health decision... frankly. America’s focus has been deliberately skewed by those who really don’t give a damn anymore.
Even should I fail... I simply cannot afford not to put my heart into such a problem as this because it affects us all if we’ve the answer or not. I'm very glad of it being less lonesome since I left my house... I can only hope I never have to go through such long days of feeling helpless as that again… I could have tried to advocate for the rights of strangers around the world without trying to get anyone out there to help too... but just calling attention to me going without would never have any solid impact... the reason I have given this effort so much attention is because of its scalable communal potential regardless of class... I already knew when I begun this decision as I have each and every time that I've clung to it... that expressing regard for each other instead of picking sacrifice zones was already worth whatever might happen should I fail to make a dent in the rampant devaluation I was told would save me. Am I supposed to have believed in my luck at the dire cost of other’s lives… would never touch, impact, or affect me… even had the vaccine no side effect other than social?
People who come forward to help me may not be able to help me reach that far either... but they all risk being censored or judged unworthy of caring by those who sat the problems of vaccination out in the bleachers. Be aware this really isn't all the people who've tried to encourage me... there have been many who have superficially helped and some few that help as much as they can while not risking censorship and propaganda meant to divide the country leveraged at them by those who seek to judge and divide people by how we practice own self-care. Again not everyone pays attention to or endorses all my own opinions and vice versa... that's not necessary... to treat a stranger like a human being. If I've forgotten someone or neglected anyone who actually wants a mention... you can use the contact form.
Lastly there were many efforts (and not all by fakers) the world over to make a difference for choice and access besides mine… wouldn’t have made it that far if other ‘failures’ hadn’t some impact whether or not it plugged into my own privileged struggle. I firmly believe that sooner or later something has to budge… you just can’t exploit the whole damn world without really stirring it up. I see most activists recalculating Big Pharma… I think most people expected it to be actually reasonable.
Airhugs from me...